Let's Just Say...Life is Crazy.

Hey guys!
After over 1,000 views I still only have one follower. Weird

Anyways, life has been CRAZY!
I am enrolled to start college in the fall.
This is super exciting!

^^ That really is the most exciting thing I have to tell you.

For those of you who enjoy keeping up with my silly love drama, I HAVE THINGS TO TELL YOU.

So, Jt. That's what we're going to call him.
He has been my best friend for several years and we were romantically inclined for the last two. He went off to join the marines and we lost contact. He began dating this girl --let's call her Cheating-Slut (spoiler alert) -- and she blocked me, along with several of his other close female friends on facebook, insta, twitter, everything.
They broke up because she cheated on him during basic.
They got back together when he came home.
They broke up again before he left for mct.
During his mct, Jt and I got REALLY close. Lots of flirting and planning for dates, etc. I really liked/like him.
Then his dumb ass gets BACK together with Cheating-Slut.
I WAS PISSED.
Then they broke up.
Then, we were friends again -- me and Jt.
Cheating-Slut stayed true to her name and once again cheated on him.
They broke up.
Jt found out he had the chance to come hoe for a bit and we planned on going on a date and hanging out and just seeing where things went because we really weren't sure what the fuck was going on between us and him and CS.
Then, CS heard that he may have been coming home.
THEY FUCKING GOT BACK TOGETHER.

I was so hurt. I wasn't as mad as I was hurt.

I stopped talking to him for a while.
CS actually messaged me on FB asking what my problem was with her.
As some of you may know or have guessed form previous posts, I don't have much of a filter. Or self-control. So needless to say I was the bigger person and did not reply this time.

Recently, they broke up. (supposedly for the last time)
She then messaged me and said "There you go sweetheart, he's all yours. :*"

To this I replied (with an epic movie reference, if I might add)
"No thanks, sloppy seconds aren't my style."
^^ Best Grease reference ever.

So...now, Jt and I are talking just as friends. This is really as far as I'm going to let him, as much as I'd love for him to come home and surprise me on my birthday and sweep me off my feet and take me on the most romantic date ever complete with flowers, chocolates, and cuddles in the back of his truck stargazing with blankets and pillows.
^^ 100 % honest, I actually had a dream about this. Don't judge.



Developing news...
There's this super adorable super nice amazingly gorgeous and kind fire-fighter friend of mine (let's call him Sexy Fire Fighter A) who's only 2 years older than me. He is also going to be a freshman in college this year as he needs a degree in fire safety to become a full-time fire fighter.
We went on a friends night out sort of thing last night and we really hi off. I enjoyed being around him and he makes me laugh. He has a goal in life. He knows what he wants. We're very comfortable around each other. We are perfectly okay with adventuring around together in the car.
He's actually joining me on the accepted student day at our college (Yup, we;'re going to the same college, and no, we did not plan it). The university is about 4-5 hours away, so we're making it a one-day road trip. I'm very excited to see how this goes.

What do you think?

Should I tough it out with Jt, or explore the realm of civilian love affairs with Sexy Fire Fighter A?
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